misanthropist; atelophobic; narcissist.
The smell of hospitals in winter and the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters, but no pearls. All at once you look across a crowded room to see the way that light attaches to a girl. It's one more day up in the canyons and it's one more night in Hollywood. If you think you might come to California, I think you should. Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m. and talked a little while about the year. I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower; makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her. It's been a long December and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last. I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself to hold on to these moments as they pass. It's one more day up in the canyon and it's one more night in Hollywood. It's been so long since I've seen the ocean. I guess I should.